Have you thought about not responding to her texts as quickly as you have been? Maybe take an hour or so before responding. Sometimes, it's best not to appear like you are sitting there waiting for them to ring you run, etc.
Also, live in the present, as it is a gift of time. The future is not ours to see and it will unfold as time moves along. At this time, I wouldn't be worried about whether or not you will be interested in fixing things in the future. Just focus on the there and now. Okay?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
