My point is that you shouldn't just dismiss your feelings as "it's just me" or "it's my past". It may be but it may not be. In my last R, many moons ago, I used to dismiss things and make excuses for her...she was good to me in some ways (and I always played those up in my head) but those things I dismissed became big issues later on. Her stress and tiredness always dominated the relationship...it became all about her and not about me and I allowed that to happen. That's my bad. Now with you, if the wooing is over in just two months and you're both acting like an old married couple...um, think about it. Of course, all I know is what I read on these posts and there's lots more to it than that...so again, take it or leave it.
