Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[Surv1ve]

Coly,

Whew for a sign post. I am cheering you on, and I am know this last 8 weeks has probably been really hard on you. Echoing others, go without expectations. Whenever I am going to hang out with my H, I sort of keep tabs of interesting topics to discuss or things I've been up to that highlight my GAL to make sure thee's enough fodder to avoid the big old R talks. I don't always succeed, but I try to cope ahead. I hope it goes well for you. The other thing you might consider doing is trying to book a friend to debrief with afterwards so that you know that you have supports in case it really stirs you up. Good luck, you got this.