"Regarding tonight, I feel panicked that this all final. She's made up her mind, received validation from her family, and she's not going to look back. I realize this is just fear, but it's so consuming".
She came back twice before. I'm saying that she will come back again, but just remember you have felt like this in the past and you were wrong. Just relax and calm down. Nothing is final until it is final. Hang in there man.
M-42 W-40 S-12 D-10 Together-13 years Married-10 years Separated-6/2016 ILYBINILWY-7/2016 EA-4/2016 (best guess) PA-7/2016 (best guess)
