Deb, sorry I haven't posted for a while, I needed to take a break for myself. I was beginning to become obsessed with the board. I need to come up with my own answers to questions and not always bounce them off of the BB. That's just me... anyway, I see I missed a lot here.
First off, I have always been HD, but for a few years, I became LD. Women, it seems, want sex the more they get it. It turns on some sort of wiring in them. I haven't done a lot of research on it, but I've read it in several places. Here is one good link to some awesome sex articles. A Christian site with some great info. I even learned some stuff, and I've been reading on the subject for many years.
And, STOP asking or thinking about OW, it is only going to push him right back into her arms. Is that what you want? You need to go out and get a life. You know what I have been doing? Going to a local bookstore and spending a few hours a week in there. The library would be good also, but they are closed early out here.
Anything at all to preoccupy yourself and get yourself out and make you more mysterious. Time for a major makeover here, girl. Time for you to become intriguing to your H instead of just the same old same old.
