Originally Posted By: Coly23
It seems it doesn't matter how much space we give, how much GAL'ng we do, it does not mean they will want to come back. Both Altair and AP, especially AP are much better at DB'ng than me so I feel I have no hope at all of busting this D. I just want I cry. I just want to reach out to him to say I am still here. I don know what or why I am doing this anymore.... :0(


Coly23 my dear - no I'm not "better" at it than you are. You still have hope and I don't. I admire your heart and kindness but most of all your courage. Courage isn't charging ahead into the fray. Courage is going forward even when it terrifies you because you feel it is the right thing to do.

We all will be fine when we come out of the other side of this. I may be "on the far shore" but I haven't taken too many steps away from the river as of yet towards my future. The future is a frightening foreign land. They do things differently there and it requires Courage to face it. You are courageous. ((Coly23))


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T27, M26
S21, D23
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D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18
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