WW won't separate

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A quick update on my circumstances. My wife is still miles away from me in her A. There are plenty of signs of her putting more and more distance between us.

I'm doing OK with the DB'ing attitude. I had my first session with my coach last week that was helpful.

The main thing I am processing is what it is like to fall out of love with someone. This is definitely something I have never experienced since I've loved only one woman for 28 years. I've lost that sense of attraction and need for her. She's still living here and I'm just treating her like a friend that is staying as a house guest. I'm still determined to stay in this place for now as I see no rush to bring on the D while she's in an active A. See above.

I'm focusing on me and taking running fairly seriously, working on my pace and distance and hoping to run some 5k's this summer. It should be a good way to reach out and make some new friends. If the D ever happens it is going to be so uncomfortable from a friends standpoint because most of my friends are married couples.

But anyway, as time goes on I feel the DB'ing gets a little easier and I'm still on the lookout for more 180's.