I'm working really hard to avoid crazymaking....H seemed so down and distant this morning when I left for work, he was just sitting slumped down in a chair, looking down...quiet and withdrawn.... He's said he hasnt felt well for the last couple of days (sinus infection) but the look on his face seems like "more" than that.
When I got home from work late last night, H also said he didnt feel well, but sat and chatted for a while and seemed to have gotten over his irritation at me over my wednesday nite question...he didnt look as down.
I have such a hard time refraining from wondering whats causeing these "down" spells...H didnt seem as "loving" this morning, more distant, than usual, so I'm working hard at just backing away a step, not worrying about it, and giving him the time/space to come back to me....of course I want to go home a noon and seduce him....maybe today's not the day for that though!
The hope is always in the back of my mind that he's down because of OW....not sure how the distance from me fits in that picture though.
I still havent heard from the Dr.s office re the HPV tests....would sure like to know what they come up with....glad I held off on saying anything, though.
