My date on Saturday will satisfy the first, and has no chance of satisfying the second. I'm comfortable with that.
Just a word of advice from someone only a couple of months ahead of you, on my journey. My first couple of dates didn't do me any good. On the contrary. It left me with an empty feeling, fear of rejection plus multible other negative (sad) emotions. Honestly it almost made me feel as if I cheated on my XW (yeah insane, I know). They actually set me back a little bit.
And even if you're in top shape, be prepared for the possible outcome, that if the mind isn't functioning 100%, the body might also not be. And that could add quite some damage to your confidence, which is certainly not what you need right now.
M:46 WXW:40 T:20 M:13 D3,D8,D10 BD:11/12/16 D:12/14/16 OM confirmed 01/20/17
