Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[Coly23]

Another thing I meant to say is that Altair's update has rocked me a bit. Even though her H told her he was going to file, now that it has happened I feel frightened that this is will happen to me soon.

It seems it doesn't matter how much space we give, how much GAL'ng we do, it does not mean they will want to come back. Both Altair and AP, especially AP are much better at DB'ng than me so I feel I have no hope at all of busting this D. I just want I cry. I just want to reach out to him to say I am still here. I don know what or why I am doing this anymore.... :0(