I know you say you knew it was coming but it still must hurt like he!!. I sometimes feel like the drip feeding of BDs on us is like death by a thousand paper cuts. I know DB is in some cases do nothing so you don't end up pushing the S to do something but it just seems to drag out the inevitable. More often than not I am having thoughts of just finalising things with my H. I know he is just sitting back waiting for me to take action because that is the sort of person I am and that is what stops me. I guess just my stubbornness!
I can't understand how your H can do this and cry and feel bad about it at the same time. My H cried the last time I told him that I didn't want him to leave after one of his visits and it really annoyed me. But like we say we dont know what goes on in their minds.
What are your plans now Altair? I think I remember you were saying you might move home?
(((Altair))) xx
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')