Count on ups and downs (III)

[WillDo]

She said to the kids about changing the car that she wouldn't be able to afford that I would be buying the car! I asked her about the repairs of the car. She suggested to sell and the. she is leaving me alone.

The other property needs repairs immediately. She again leaves it to me whene she is saying I move there or she will when the tentant leave in June. We willl lose money. I am having a tough time keeping up the expenses. I thooght dhe was spending from her card but she continues to use the credit card.

I am scared to say anything and continue to follow the last resort.

On the positove side, she initiates more conversation. Invites me to watch TV together. And continue to plan for the trip. It is so hard to keep a grin. When that happens I focus more on my kids.

I sometimes think I was too controlling on the money. It was one pot. Now even same bank she has it seperate and little contribution.

I really don't know still what to change. Can't get the old me I suppose.