So part of the wisdom of DB is recognizing you can't control anyone but yourself. What can you do to improve yourself? Physically? Emotionally? Spiritually? As a father? As a friend? How was your sexual relationship?
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving