Oh Cadence, your words ring SO TRUE. They brought tears to my eyes. I feel like you can see straight into my heart and emotions. I'm going to read this post many more times, I'm sure, "and ponder these things in my heart." I'll write more later.
I bought my own LAWN MOWER today. LOL. Tired of paying out the nose for someone to half do it. I've never used an electric mower, but I do not need the stress of a pull start thingy. (I did ask H's advice about brands, models, etc. before I bought. He texted me right back and said let me look online. Then he sent the links to the 2 he thought would be good for me to handle. So that was nice of him.) I can't wait to get out there and MOW! I love my yard and flowers. They bring so much fresh hope. It's hot as crap today though, feels like July weather. And very humid too.
How are you holding up?
Tryin, thanks for the encouragement!! I love this place. Always a shoulder to cry on, and the occasional 2x4.
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"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton