- sought individual counselling almost immediately - pursuit for the departing spouse only lasted maybe 2 weeks before i educated myself - deep inflection of my responsibilities in the relationship struggles. Complacency, misguided love languages, and simply just not getting it until bomb drop - I've ben applying both DB'ing and 180 principals - Only lately have i been able to develop GAL opportunities as my dad passed away 2 months ago. As well my closest friends and family were hers, and i have not sought their company - Ive been preparing myself financially for whatever outcome may be - Significant life events - passing of my mother in 09, loss of a long time job around that same time, empty nest about a year ago... i could go on
At times I feel the doormat, awaiting change or the end although I have inner peace and have become the best me i can be
BD Oct 2016 Me 47, W 43 together 25 years S 25, D 22
