Sorry it's gotten the best of you, but you know this happens. The stringing is tough because patience is a virtue and you want the breadcrumbs to be bread loves the size of Texas!!!
It's about expectations and having none. How easy is that? It's hard. It's all hard. But just like cardio training or strength training, it's working at it every day to make you more prepared to react to these bread crumbs, reality checks, misery points, feelings that helps.
Sorry you're hurting, but we're all here for you.
Me 42, Wife 39; Married 16; Together 17; Kids: D13, S10 Wife asks for Divorce: 03/19/13 Reconcile: 07/07/13 Round 2 Starts: 02/19/17 Apartment Life: 04/21/17 PA Confirmed: 05/23/17