First time here part 2

[leahsue]

YES, 2016sux,
Thank you for coming forward. I think most of the time I am a positive person, but b/c of that, I think people always think I'm OK. The truth is, I am more confused and conflicted now than I was 3 months ago.
And YES, I will sit still with you on this ledge. And be patient, and wait. B/c right now, today, that's what's best for me.
I'm going to post in my thread in a few minutes, and ask for advice, just in an update, what's happened today kind of way, but I think I already know what I need to do, at least for the next few days, is to lean into whatever feelings come, and do nothing. You hang in there, too! I'll see if I can find your thread and get familiar with your sitch. We got this!