Hi Rottz, I read some of your thread to get caught up this morning, havent had a chance to post, but will try to get over & do so soon. I keep trying to be calm and positive and have faith....but it's so hard for me not to get anxious! the mlc post talks about that also, though, and how important it is not to let them know how anxious you are for them to make a decision.
Oh, one other thing I forgot to post, we watched tv just a little last night, H was in "his chair, across the room from where I was, and I thought at one point it looked like tears were running down his cheek, and he seemed sad...I sat and watched him, thought at first it was shadows, but the lines didn't change position on his face as he moved 9don't know if he saw me staring at him or not)...he seemed/looked kind of sad then also, and I noticed in church and a couple of times at his folks he looked kind of sad....I try to focus on the positives and baby steps, but can't help but wonder what this can mean....
maybe it is a positive though, perhaps he is giving up Ow and doing some mourning for that...I really honestly feel like things are better between us, and I don't think he would be saying/doing the things he is if he is getting ready to leave. He is such an enigma right now... I also watched his huge, rowdy, boisterous family yesterday, and couldnt help thinking OW doesnt have a snowballs chance in hell if she gets in to this!!!!
