This is unbelievably sad, beautiful and poignant. Thank you for sharing.
I agree with you whole heartedly. After WH's first two EAs I said I forgave him. I thought I forgave him. But I kept bringing it up. Later on his mother told me that he believed I would never let go, our lives would always be stained. I didn't realise he felt that way because everytime I brought up 'the girls', he always said he would always apologise, forever, and I was always within my rights to bring them up because this was the price he had to pay. I guess he got sick of paying.
Blu - I read this somewhere once, which made an impression on me, albeit too late for my sitch. To forgive means to literally, give as you did before. I think that means giving love like you did before.
