Kaizen, I think I was back sliding a bit and wanting to contact her pretty bad. I fought through it though and I'm better now.
Tx, thank you for that. My problem isn't GAL and 180. I'm all good as far as this is concerned. I still miss her and that sounds so crazy when I say it or write it but I do. Why I want to take care of her still is a struggle to comprehend.
When you think about of someone "losing their wife"/D/Separated whatever AND losing their job it sounds really bad. Truth is I'm in the best shape of my life and my options are limitless. I'm really and truly happy with who I've become and excited about my future. I can move anywhere and do anything. I am free.
M 8 yrs EA 6/16 PA 09/16 Separated 10/16 WW moves out 11/16 D Filed 11/16, Hearing 05/08/17
