We have been talking, she has really started to open up! She is becoming more loving and caring again. I can see the animosity leaving!
I might as well be back home, I have only stayed at the other place 1 night this week. Tonight will make it 2, she has an appointment for a tattoo that was previously made.
We have started to talk about the future some, she is receptive and even throws out ideas and options herself. I don't think the fridge thing was an issue. I believe she genuinely wanted to do that together.
I told her more of my past, she was extremely receptive, and full of sorrow for me. I think now she understands why I acted as I did after the bomb drop, I can feel myself changing for the better. Patience was never a strong point in me, but this has helped that!
I got the bi-polar meds refilled, although they make me feel kind of like a robot for a bit, I have already started to feel myself level out.
we were able to actually talk about things that before I would have taken to an argument, but we both stayed cool and calm for the most part. there were a few moments but we brought it back quickly so we could actually talk through it.
She told me she loves me so many times yesterday, It felt amazing!! Also did an act of service that was special between us two throughout our marriage, also amazing. I took this as a sign that things are looking up!
I am glad that I found this site and was able to read through some of the stories and get a better perspective on things, and what I need to change for myself. It has helped so much! I love her with all of my heart and couldn't imagine life without her. I will keep you updated with what happens.
