I always think about all of you here and how much you have offered me support, listened to me or guided me. There are still some good days and bad days, but I have finally made the decision to close the door for good.
I have been refusing to see the truth that was in front of my eyes all this time (not too bad as it only took me two years and two months. Hahaha!) but now that there is no hope for reconciliation I feel like a weight has been lifted. At times when I think about my past life I still have a sting in my heart but the uneasy feeling fades away within 5 minutes.
OW updated her FB profile picture with the two of them within a week of ex receiving the divorce petition. Ex is contesting the ground for divorce, so I'm getting prepared for an ugly battle. Since he received the papers he is displaying the same behaviour I have seen towards his first partner. There is a lot of anger from him as he blames me for I don't know why and I don't want to be in the receiving hand of it.
I still GAL and I'm proud of myself as I went on holidays on my own with my kids and later on with a girlfriend. My life isn't exciting but I'm doing a lot of personal development so if/when I meet someone else I'm in n healthy place.
