I hear what your saying that A is like a drug. And I understand that it is caused by chemicals in the brain. Also know that there is no logic behind it. But this is a long distance thing being held together by messages and the occasional short conversation. The drug like influence you would think would be at a bare minimum. Still plan on being the better choice when its said and done. But this situation is causing me to learn so much about my W and other people as well.