Glad to hear that you are praying. It HELPS. God doesn't always answer prayers the way we want, but he is ALWAYS there for us, and ALWAYS wants what's best for us. Keep the faith! Things will get better for you!
H53/W51, R-ing 4/'18
"Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires"-Sg.of Sg 2:7
"So oftentimes it happens,that we live our lives in chains, & we never even know we have the key"-Eagles III 1:3