judela,

Please stick to one thread until you've reached the 100 postings/replies. The reason for this is because not only can we follow you and your situation closely, but you can as well. When you have more than one thread going at a time, people aren't always sure about where to post.

Cadet may come along and merge the two threads together.


Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.