As Retrouvaille gets closer, I find myself questioning everything, even asking myself if I should go. I don't know why or what at the moment. I'm not afraid of it. I'm not even angry right now. I barely feel sadness and when I do it passes. I just feel sort of empty, like nothing. Sometimes I even miss the hurt and anger because it's safe. It's powerful. This is unknown and uncomfortable. Maybe I'm defeated and it's time to surrender. I don't know...
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela
