I do know that she is tuning the rest of the world out. I'm still thinking some depression, definitely MLC, most likely an ongoing affair. This is looking more and more difficult considering the multiple changes and challenges I am facing with her. I'm quickly losing hope and have no idea which direction to go.
When she is home she is friendly, always wanting to talk about her yoga...but not much else. Never any relationship talks unless I initiate and then it's still..."I don't know what I want", "I'm lost", etc. Some days she helps with the kids, some days nothing just lays in bed on Facebook or Pinterest.
Kids are sensing something is wrong and are taking notice. I'm still being the strong one that they can depend on...and always will be able to. She does care and love them but she is on auto-pilot for the most part.
I'm frustrated and need my space...but I always need to remain the strong and available one for my kids.
