Yes I agree with Mach - you're focusing way too much on her! All of that - that's her sandpit. Now, it's a bit difficult at the moment, because she's playing in the sandpit right next to you and flicking grains over the barrier. But that will change and things will become easier.
So - enough of her. TBH (and you may hate to read that) I'm not really interested in her at all right now - just you!
What are you planning for yourself this week Thornton?
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus