Hey SG - Sorry to hear about your guy, but I know last time you visited that you were sounding like it was winding down for you. Frankly, at this age, if a guy isn't adding something important to my life, they may not be worth the trouble.
One silver lining to the fact that I dated all those Love Avoidant guys before Mr. TDH - I still have a roster of guys who would be more than willing to have me come over for a fun casual date-with-benefits, so long as I don't expect anything more from them. Not that it appeals at the moment, but if I get lonely it's good to know they're there.
In fact, I could see myself turning into one of those Love Avoidant types myself if I'm not careful. Maybe this is how it starts!
Anyway, not in any kind of mood to date anytime soon, that's for sure!