Struggling

[Sjs777]

for me the greatest challenge at times is to realize all the change i have experienced and learned, yet becoming distant and almost passive with no significant tangible gains in our relationship challenges my perception of my efforts on occasion, and yes i understand it assists me in being the best me, but that would have been true many months ago as well.

I also find that in applying all that I learned I feel I've reached an impasse, almost a though i should be trying something new