3.5 Months of Pain - Fork in the Road

[sellout]

LH19 - While in theory I agree with you 100%, you have to understand though there was rage, anger, etc.. by me that I couldn't trust myself to stay there. I felt at anytime I could snap and do something I would regret. Plus, the yelling and screaming in front of our son was not ok. Me moving out may very well cost me my marriage but it was certainly the lesser to two evils. Yes, I need help and I am currently getting counseling. With that said and knowing all of the other details, again, I ask what do I do now. I plan to 180, and basically go dark. That's it!