Yes, I was saying I sometimes think about W when booking things. I then go and book it anyway, but it still seems like second nature
Bttrfly - yes, I noticed your BD date before. I do read a bit on here, but don't offer much in the way of advice (don't think I have a lot to offer). Yes, first year very sad. Second is rebuilding mode. Still think about W daily. You don't exist with somebody for all those years and then wipe them out overnight - unless you're in MLC
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015
