I guess what I'm trying to say is the only woman I want back is the one that doesn't want the affair and wants to reconcile with me. I have little hope that I'll ever get that woman back.
That is the only woman i want back as well. It took me a while to realize the woman I loved is completely gone. Now that I know it, i realize she isn't coming back and i don't want to be married to the current version of my kid's mom. See what i did with my words there?
M:39 W:36 - D1:2 D2:6 11/19/16 BD1: ILYBNILWY, EA/PA Dec/Jan: MC, pursuing, not DBing 1/11/17 BD2: W wants 1 month break 2/1/17: Divorce Remedy. Start DBing 2/17/17 BD3: W - separation to start D process