Hmm, so I take that back.

I had a little ratch about STBXWH's FB page, and buried in there there was a post from one of his newer work colleagues (who I'm not sure if he knows that we were/are married) congratulating him on his child.

How do I feel? Nothing much at the moment. I don't know if it's still to hit me or not. But at the moment, I feel nothing.

I was more upset back in mid December when I found out OW was pregnant. I remember feeling *really* shocked and upset then.

I have felt very tired and a little bit drained today. A little bit low too. I think that's because I've been working quite hard though, and today is the first day in a while I've stopped.


Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017