And that's just 1 sketchy town. High amounts from other towns as well. I'm sick.
I would be devastated if I was reading about detailed eexpenses involving affairs and yes I would definatly have to put a stop to it. It's the same as looking through Facebook. And I do feel horrible when i see something that makes me think OW as well.
But I think my ex"s ultimate mistress was drugs and alcohol. And I was naive to the behaviors. It was going on for so long. I adapted to these behaviors thinking they were just him. I was always frustrated because things weren't fair. He was absent and neglectful. I just argued and.resented but didn't take action to see out the whys. Which would have gotten me and maybe him help.
Right now, there is no more us. But we are signing something giving him custody that he has not even asked for and I need to reevaluate. I don't know exactly what I'm dealing with in terms of type of drug.
This can't just be swept under a rug any more when my son's safety is concerned. Which it always is with an addict.
