It's all just a vague idea at the moment. I can't even run a mile without stopping quite a lot, so I've a long, long, long way to go
That said, I like setting myself huge, very long terms goals. And I'm happy chipping away at them. I'm super ambitious, but I don't have to get to the 'end point' (whatever that may be) right now. I'm more about really living and the process and how it makes me feel.
So last night on my way home from work, I did the same 30 second jog, 30 second walk thing I did the other night. I'm starting to understand how it works a bit more, and where I might be able to push a little harder at some future point.
I'm not back at that job for a while, but this morning I mapped out a couple of other mile long routes round/near my house I can do the same 30 jog, 30 second run for.
I'm also back at sorting my house/clothes. Done another small chunk this morning.
I think that's the thing that has the most benefit for me. Not doing a whole day tidy up/clear out, but a small chunk each day. That helps me feel like Im making consistent progress and makes me feel good.
I went to WH's/STBXH's FB page to see if he'd posted anything about the birth, or if anyone else had posted anything. She was due April (I'm not exactly sure when), but nothing, and nobody else has posted anything at all. Who knows.
It did flash through my mind that I could get a copy of the birth certificate and divorce him for adultery. But can I be bothered to go to those lengths? It's time and energy I could be spending on myself,
Ach, as usual, who knows. I don't know, for sure.
For now, I'm happy carrying on as I am.
I'll post another date story, just to give you a laugh...
