W saw me typing on my phone, I was writing my previous post on this board.
She then quickly left the room and I could tell she was crying. She texted me from her room asking if I was already talking to someone else.
So... I walked into her room and told her no I'm not talking to anyone else and that her leaving was the last thing I wanted. She cried some more and said that I Broke her heart and she looks at me differently now. That the love is gone. I told her that 2 arguments in 10 months was not worth throwing our family away. She replied that she doesn't trust us anymore. I told her I respected her decision to leave but I didn't agree with it. I apologized again for the part I played in this but told her I couldn't change the past. She told me she didn't trust love anymore and just wanted to be alone with her daughter. This is exactly what she said the last 2 times and I reminded her of it.
She said this time it's different. I said "you said that the last 2 times".
I probably ruined any chance of repairing our R by having that R talk but I needed to say something. Now she knows exactly how I feel. That's all I can do.
