Made it about half way through ... last night. A lot of that is me. A lot of that is also not me. But a lot sure as heck is. Working on trying to be more aware of what I actually want (amusingly, I still feel like I don't really HAVE any wants. I guess it's because I've been suppressing them for so long).
Yesterday was a hard day. Not related to STBXW really, just anxiety in general that had me exhausted by 3:00 so I had to push through another 2 1/2 hours to make it to the end of the day.
My fitbit told me I had 15 floors to climb to get a stupid badge, so I walked up and down my staircase 20 times (15 to finish, 5 just because). Basically climbed a 20 story building and felt good about it. I went to sleep with a LOT of energy last night, woke up feeling great this morning.
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