25yearsMLC - 10 years later I FILE D

[25yearsmlc]

It appears to me that you are doing everything you can to process this loss and begin to accept it for what it really is.

Thanks for continuing to post. I often try to mirror what you are doing for yourself (when I'm not obsessing, of course).

So, your day is 1) "do what 25 said she is GOING to do, then

2) obsess

??

Sigh...I relate. Sometimes I think my time is spent this way

1) "do what you tell others to do (take my own advice)

and then

2) rehash all former obsessions, sprinkled with new updated ones, ignoring own advice."