I just know how deeply personal that is for you..

And I am honest about what I see, however I never want to be insensitive...

So, if you were to join a large social network, and used your posting name here, with a DB after it...??


I think that a lot of things that you talk about come from stuff that happened years ago for you.

And I don't think that most of it is a conscious choice that you make.

I see a lot of your decisions being emotional ones rather that rational ones...

And deeply emotional decisions, come from that place that you are searching for...

I don't think that your decisions are all bad, I just think that you are ass-deep before you realize them..