East - that's some heavy stuff, my friend.

I agree with Kaizen, you did what you had to do to protect your family.

And THAT ^^^ makes you a man.

Dude, filing for divorce when it's the last thing you want took courage, alot of courage.

Your story isn't over, East. Not in the slightest. Even if you get divorced, you can still turns things around with W. You really can.

Slow down your thoughts today and just breathe.