Thanks Hawho, it's so hard seeing them struggle.

D wet the bed last night, I can't help but think it's related. We've never had that problem before. She was crying a lot this morning and was really clingy. She told me she didn't want to go to school. I gave her lots of hugs. After I took them to school she came back to my car before going in and asked for another.

W picked them up and stopped by to get a couple things. When they came in D was crying. She said it was because W hold them they had to wait a day for the book fair but I know what is at the root of it. I gave her a big hug and she calmed down. Poor girl.

W told me all about the concert she went to yesterday. Last week she told me she was going to be gone for work lol. She also told me she lost her car key there. long story short, someone turned it in, unbelievable. I think it's strange she wants to tell me about her work and share her stories w/me but I guess better me than someone else. I see she's out of it by her stories. I've also noticed lately she will get short or mad then be nice when I don't respond or play into it.

Going to have to keep myself busy the rest of the week, I hate not having my kids.