Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[peacetoday]

Coly
It is all normal feelings and it is part of the process

The thing is it is not you--you are lovable and worthy

It is a crises and the crises is not because of us--please understand that its not you
The crises is created from unresolved childhood issues

You didn't create it and you can't fix it
positive self talk helps and we want to create positive internal tapes now while it is fresh because what we think about grows

so just a thought:

tell yourself that it is ok to miss and love and grieve and feel hurt
but you are worthy and it was never your fault
it will all be ok no matter what
you have your health and your D
practice the new thoughts till they become real for you

know for sure you will get to the other side of this and most likely better off in some ways

hang in