but the looking back and wondering what other lies or crap I missed, what was joyful but maybe now is not and this undermines a lot of family history. Along with the health crap of October, I find myself feeling too much self doubt.
Working on it.
Something new that I feel now, is not anger so much as kind of a hatred. Like I'd feel at a kidnapper who took my children.
This could sure make future celebrations a drag.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016