Round 2

[Tryin2figuritout]

Hey Everybody, I hope you had a Happy Easter weekend. Things went well, but feeling it a bit this morning. I think it's a bit of being vulnerable and trying to ride on top that wave.

W noticing more of my changes and it takes a lot to keep my mouth shut about R/M. The struggle is real, but I know it's a must.

Did some baking this weekend with the kidos. We did some cutout sugar cookies for Easter with decorations galore. It was a lot of fun even though I'd much prefer to cook than bake. Baking is just way too precise for my taste and my pre-type 2 self does not need all that sugar!!!!

Had some more conversations on getting apartment life settled and it's really all just about the W feeling in control. She's a little all over the place sometimes and I'm interested to see what this will be like in a good month or so once apartment life is settled.

Gotta work on snapping back into better mental / emotional focus here this morning. Serenity now. Feeling ok, but just a little weak. The ebb and flow we get to know doing this hard work, right?

"Happy" Monday everyone.