I am journaling here so as to not say anything more to him.
I am mad at myself and kind of angry at him. I may not have the right to be, but I am. It's my own issue, I am dealing with the same thing I do with every guy "Ginger is good enough for this, but not for that" I know it is so new. But he acts like it isn't on some levels, but when it comes to meeting his parents apparently it is too new. I know his sister, I hear about his parents all the time, they allowed me to vacation in their home and I haven't even been able to thank them. He spends time with my D9. But I am not good enough to spend a few hours on a holiday with them. Fine. Anyways, FF and I did talk on the phone before bed. We didn't talk about it. I am just going time for my feelings to pass. It's partly my own issue. But now I have a better idea where I stand. he did text me this morning and we were normal. He is working today at the FH. Now that I let that out..... I am trying my hardest not to let it affect me. I have decided that I am going ot have to tell my dad we are going to hold off on that meeting. FF is willing to meet them, atleast I think, but if he isn't ready to introduce me to his parents, I don't want him meeting mine. We have to wait until we are both ready.
I am also angry with the ex. He and his wife get D9 concert tickets without telling me and present them to her on easter. I am against this on a few levels. #1- since when did easter become the new Christmas? Not for nothing, by my daughter is a spoiled brat. She's getting worse too. Now the kid thinks she is entitled to concert tickets in her freakin easter basket?! I got her chocolate, a magazine, lip gloss and spray on hair color.
Oh, and it's a night before they leave for vacation which was supposed to be my night. But he proceeds to tell me (after I confront him about the tickets, because it was D( who texted me to tell me about them yesterday) I can have her on my unscheduled night before vacation. Oh gee, thanks. He tells me he bought them for no reason (just what this kid needs, concert tickets for no reason) so he decide Easter was a good time. It's not until August, so how about he uses some smart parenting and waits until she earns them?! My efforts to un spoil her and untitle her have been rough lately, and this does not help.
Yes, I am one p*ssed off person right now. I want to smack Disney Dad.
Boy am I cranky. Fighting with my friend is helping. Just a bad few days and I guess this too shall pass.
