Bird, so sorry today has been painful for you. It's very unfair that you didn't want this in the first place but here you are on your own.
This is my first Easter without H as well and yesterday I was spinning like mad but luckily I had lots of things organised for the rest of the time so I've been able to put the sitch out of my mind.
Next Easter will be better we have to hope for that. Happy Easter (((Bird))).
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')