Happy Easter to you. The boys had a great time this morning I'm currently cleaning like mad organzing baby things and trying to get the house in order. Cannot believe a baby will be here so soon!
In regards to MC, I thought the same and the only reason I am considering going is at the encouragement of the C who really wants me to come. He said H didn't mention being done or divorce at all - but again I believe this is because he doesn't want to be seen as that person to the C. The C said he would be willing to bet I won't hear those things when we come together and that it would be good for us to come together before the baby comes to get into a somewhat better place. He is the same C we used for a few months during piecing. So he knows us both.
I'm going to see how I feel. We haven't talked about anything in a few days and this is the longest I've gone without mentioning anything about us or OW. I think Wednesday was the last time we got into it. His behavior hasn't changed the only thing is he's been coming in the bedroom the last couple nights but he stays out on the couch watching tv/on his phone and doesn't come in the room til I'm sleeping so I'm sure it's more of a thing for the boys to see him in here in the morning.
I know I'm crazy but I really just want it to be somewhat better for when I'm in the hospital. I really just want him to be there for me as my husband the way I need him to be and the way he was for both the boys. I'm really trying to mentally prepare myself for him not to be and I know that's the only reason why I'm even thinking of going to MC. But then again I'm scared MC is going to make it worse. Like I told the C on the phone I'm not coming in to hear he's done and divorce less than a week before I have a baby. I've already heard that and I don't need to sit in a office to hear that. I don't need to get put back into a bad mental mindframe right before the baby.
