Well, for those who are believers, liturgically, Easter is about resurrection the rebirth of the soul.
Kind of a DB event in a way.
While posting to someone else who was asking WHY they had not noticed things in their m, earlier. Why they believed their WAS when they lied OR when they returned to the marriage and ended up back here (as I am).
In my case, I believed things were alright even though I knew at times, that I should have dug deeper, or probed further and addressed that uneasy feeling I had
and I also wonder about the times that seemed really good in the past decade.
Were they good? Were they fake? Etc etc.
2 thoughts on that
First, my daughters did not want to move again. Period. The way to make that happen was to DB and wait a bit as there were no financial issues at the time. H was paying the mortgage, although from afar.
In time we reconciled. So I cannot regret this^^. But the other reason I did not see things more clearly, is b/c I wanted to believe the things that validated my choice to stay.
This^^ is what I'll work on with my new T and at some point maybe the goal will be to just forgive myself.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
