We did go through quite a few months of MC.... C signed off in us and we worked through how we got to the point we did but obviously didn't get to H deeper issues that he needs to work on.
H has spent the day with us. He has spent some time on his phone but I haven't looked his way or let him see I notice. We haven't talked much but he's been his normal self with my family.
I've had a good day with the boys. Part of me wants to experiment tonight and give him a kiss goodnight or something affectionate but then the other part of me says no to stay away.
I'll probably stay away... tomorrow we are taking the boat out and just hanging with my family.
Sandi- what I'm willing tovtolerate I'm unsure of.... I feel like I'm willing to do a lot to save my M but it also depends on OW. So that's where it gets fuzzy for me and that's where it messes up my ability to be light and breezy because it eats away at me just wanting to know if there is OW or not.
I sit here wondering if he's texting her while he's out with us.
